Monday, September 28, 2009

I am conditioned.

Every damn night when I get into bed, I need to go to the toilet. I fix my blankets, I arrange my pillows, I slip into bed, bring the sheets up to my waist, turn on my laptop & there it is: the urge to pee.

When I was in high school, I'd catch the bus to a strip of shops not far from where I live. I'd then call my mum & she'd come to pick me up. I'd usually wait about 10 minutes so I'd hang around the newsagent, browse through mazagines. And I'd need to pee so often when I'd wait in there that it came to be I'd feel the urge only when I stepped inside.

This afternoon, I went into that newsagent. & I needed to pee instantly.

I am conditioned.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

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What can be broken must be broken.